Listening to: The air condioning
Playing: Fallout 4
Well, it's finally happened. I'm almost domesticated. I now own a pair of khakis, as well as several button up, collared shirts. I have a bank account, with a decent amount of money in it. I have brand new shoes. I've been to a doctor recently. I own a brand new, mid-size white SUV that is already paid off. I have comprehensive auto insurance, that is paid for the next six months. It includes $40 a day for a rental car. I spend much of my day cleaning, running errands, and making meals. I am establishing credit, and will have a major credit card soon. I will have a modern, but not flashy or overpriced cell phone in the next few weeks. I drink imported, quality beer that is not too fancy. And i only drink in moderation. I have opinions on interior design, and am working on color schemes & furniture styles. I worry what my neighbors think of me & my home. I have lost my ipod and it's stressing me out. I drive cautiously and at a reasonable speed. I am searching for a condominium or townhouse in the Phoenix area. Something preferably on the ground level, with a small yard, access to a pool, and near transportation & a decent gym. Gone is the anti-social misfit. I no longer tear around town in a small, hot-rodded old pickup truck with no mufflers, nor in a late-model muscle car that also has no mufflers. I do not do burnouts, brake stands, donuts, or powerslides. I do not give the finger to police. My music is not annoyingly loud. I don't street race. I go to bed at a decent time. I do not trespass to get a photo, or just for fun. I am not the person i used to be. I've gone from nearly feral stray, to well-groomed lap dog. I do not know if i like this life, or if i'm merely tolerating it. But i feel that either my spirit may be fully broken soon, or i will undergo an early, mother-of-all-mid-life crisis. A truly epical orgy of debauchery, poor financial decisions, reckless behavior, and nearly sociopathic disregard for others in the pursuit of even my most perfunctory desires. Time will tell!